Will the America be Great Again?

I don’t know much about politics and of course I’m all thumbs when it comes to the US’s politics. However, I still keep an eye on their political turns and election as it may impact my future life directly or indirectly.
I thought Hillary would be a better president as she has more concerns of the WORLD as a whole rather than the US land and citizens only, has better awareness of climate change and has better relationship with my mother land, Myanmar and our national leader.
At a glance, I did not like D. J. Trump. I think you know why. His face, the way he talk and his attitudes, basically everything is unpeaceful. I like Obama’s speeches and feel like I learnt something from him after I listened to. I admires world’s richest people such as Bill Gates, W. Buffet and M. Zuckerberg along with their Wowing charitable works. But, Trump? No No.
He just keep giving the U.S citizens a conditioned stimulus by repeatedly saying the U.S is in trouble and the country is in a disaster (which in fact is not as bad as he said) and creates an impression that he is the only one to make the America great AGAIN (even though America was great and is still great to me LoL)
Anyway, he became a president-elect of the US now. In fact, there is no wonder how could he succeed like this if you stand in an American’s shoes. He is like a #hacker to the U.S’s policy, particularly in terms of economics. No one could understand US’s policies and business better than him. This billionaire has had more than four business bankruptcies in his career. I think you have heard about some businessmen went into depression and even suicide after bankruptcy of their businesses. And it sounds like a shameful event for a businessman. Anyhow, this man played high risk (by building over-leveraged businesses) and ran into bankruptcy (purposely) in order to avoid taxes and debts and eventually he own those businesses. I believe he did NOT break the law. Otherwise, we should see him in the jail, right? Perhaps, there are loopholes in the law per se (?? Chapter 11 bankruptcy).
” Trump was quoted by Newsweek in 2011 saying, “I do play with the bankruptcy laws – they’re very good for me” as a tool for trimming debt.”
” Trump said, “I’ve used the laws of this country to pare debt. … We’ll have the company. We’ll throw it into a chapter. We’ll negotiate with the banks. We’ll make a fantastic deal. You know, it’s like on The Apprentice. It’s not personal. It’s just business.”[“
So, he tricked the law and hence the US government to become the person you know today.
So, the question is ….. “Will he be a white hat hacker for the US?”, even though it seems like he used to be a black hat hacker for his own wealth. If he has a good will, he can definitely fix the weak points of the U.S’s economics.
Having said that, many reports say his policies may be good for the short term but will leave the country in higher federal debts in the long run.
Also, being a president of a world’s super power country is more than a business and it is not just about economics. Even now, he is throwing away the support for climate change and global warming and probably ruining the education policy when he become a president.
Fingers crossed! 🤞
Peace !
#DonaldTrump #USElection2016 #JustMyThoughts

Life – up and down, pass and fail

It is so embarrassing to write such a post about my failure but it is worth if you get something after reading this little note. I just did my MRCP (UK) part 1 exam in May which was unsurprisingly end up with a negative result for me. How stupid I am? Those board exams are not so easy but not so difficult either. Once you know what they want you to know and you have the resources, you are on the right track. All you have to do is practice, practice, practice. The revision tests and mock tests can give you the nearest score that you can get in the real test with a minor deviation. In other words, you can guess how much score you will get before the exam.

The reasons why I failed in this exam is clearly the lack of proper practice. I did not even do a full timed mock test one time before the exam. I kept working and working leaving too little study hours. One big predisposing factor would be my weakness in basic sciences as I was just an average student in med school and never had a strong ambition to be a great physician. When I was young, I wanted to be a surgeon because I love operating theatre, obvious nature of surgical disease process, quick recovery rather than vague internal medicine, never changing human anatomy and artistry of surgical techniques because I know I am good at drawing, patient and I love art. However, I realized that surgical field is much more complicated and competitive than I have thought as soon as I started my practice. And I never have a chance to get continuous training close to surgery. Our government could not give the newly graduated doctors of our batch and so many of my friends move on to different faculties such as private practice, INGOs, pharmaceutical companies, business and go abroad. I am the one who chose to go abroad to continue my career as a clinician (after 2 years doing charitable works and wasting some precious time) and hence here in Jamaica.
To start, I had to do the registering exam that contains theory and clinical parts and as my first big failure I had to do the clinical part twice. And I started over my internship which I have done in my country before the graduation. I feel like I am lagged way behind my colleagues that give me depression sometimes until now.
As a matter of fact, I made up my mind to do MRCP which was a dream when I was a student. Again, 2nd time in life, I did not hit the score. Well, it was a lot of money and time I spent to buy such a bitter experience. What a shame! 5 years passed and I am just a mere M.B.B.S. And I still have no proper training either in internal medicine or any other specialties yet.

This cannot beat me down. If this is just my fate, I created somehow. So, why can’t I change or control that. I keep running while my target is there, not moving and waiting for me.

Things I like about Jamaica

Once you heard somebody saying “Jamaica”, a beautiful island with white sandy beaches and the relaxing reggae music will come into your mind. Yes, it has many beautiful beaches and resorts and I love that. However, I can enjoy those in my homeland Myanmar (aka Burma) too.

So, what are the things really impressive to me? It would be nothing important for other people but directly affect my job or profession, which is the fact that there are –

NO Rabies

NO Malaria, and

NO Snake Bites.

When I was a house surgeon (internship after med school) back home, I came across with several cases of malaria and snake bites. These cases are really stressful and need prompt management including intensive care as they have dreadful complications and high mortality rate. And, I also had to concern with the vaccination of the rabies for every dog bite cases, even though I never saw a case of rabies.

Once I reached Jamaica, I put aside my knowledge about the management of cerebral malaria, differentiation and management of neurotoxic and hemorrhagic snake bites, management of thalassemia and so on. Instead, I focused on the sickle cell disease, obesity and other metabolic diseases. I see my very first case of sickle cell disease here, which is a JFK (just for knowledge) or GTK (good to know) topic in our med school. And I swear to god that I have never seen and manage a gunshot case until I reach Jamaica.

Before I forget to mention, I notice that there is also a relatively low prevalence of tuberculosis which really ease me a lot as you all know how difficult to control and deal with the TB patients. Patient compliance on long treatment regime and follow-up, social support, and the threat of MDR-TB, HIV vs TB are all the challenges. I remembered the days of my ward rounds with a face-mask on TB ward in my home-town hospital. I just made a shallow breathing during the ward round, and felt like I am choking until the round is finished. I am not exaggerating, the mask that I wore was not N-95 and even if it said N-95, you cannot trust and rely on all those equipments, right?

You can have a very unlucky day with your condom burst.

You can have a needle-prick from a HIV positive patient and PEP (post-exposure prophylaxis) failed.

This is our damn LIFE. We live in the world of uncertainty and are risking our lives everyday.

In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away
-shing xiong

Foothritis or arthritis?

I have been in Jamaica for almost three years and I don’t catch and understand their so called “Patois” (or sometimes “Pattwa”) language yet, especially when they speak fast. As expected, I learned greeting word like “Wa Gwan” or Whatta Gwan, something like “what is going on” or “What’s up” and of course, a bad word like “Bumbaclot“. Please don’t ask me what does it mean. Google it if you are curious enough.
Fortunately, 99% of them understand and talk standard English, so I don’t have any problem working here.
Yesterday, I just heard a new word which is neither Patois nor English. It is the word that I have not learnt in medical school and I have never been heard throughout my experience working with them.
This old gentleman just said “Doc, me havin’ foothritis” (or footathritis, I don’t know how he spells)”. I was explaining about arthritis – joint pain and he said ” no doc, me called it foothritis”. I said ok and use footathritis whenever I am using arthritis throughout our conversation.

Words or the language don’t matter, it is COMMUNICATION and the mutual understanding that matters, don’t?

Learn some Jamaican words here – http://members.tripod.com/~Livi_d/language/patois_dictionary.htm;


First week in a type C hospital of a third world country

I couldn’t write any posts for a while because I was busy during these days just making a new move in my life. Since July 2013, when I finished my SHO period, I couldn’t make new contract at the government hospitals and was just doing sessions at a private clinic.

Finally, I was assigned as a junior resident in Linstead Hospital in St. Catherine parish of Jamaica, which is a downgraded type C hospital meaning nothing much more than a comprehensive health center except 24 hour emergency service with a capacity of 25 beds for inpatient management and a maternity unit. Basic lab and an X-ray department are just setting up and not ready yet.

There are no consultants here and so if we need some specialist opinion and consultation, we have to contact other tertiary hospitals and transfer the patient if necessary.

This is not what I really want to do. I would like to treat the patient rather than asking for help, writing referral letters and transferring patients. I would like to do procedures, academic ward rounds and case discussions. So, this place is just a crap? No, I believe I would learn something that I cannot get from tertiary hospitals here. As a matter of fact, I can learn emergency management along with case differentiation, spot diagnosis, prioritization, work up with limited resources, judgement and so on. As it is not as busy as the Type A hospital I used to work at before, I think I can get spare time to study for my MRCP and post graduate goals.

By far, I drive to my work from Kingston and it takes about an hour at least. The roads in Jamaica are hilly, narrow and rough in many areas, so I better relocate even though I don’t want to move from my current place, which is the house next to my girlfriend’s.  It is what we called life, isn’t it? Sometimes you have to do what you should do rather than what you really want to do.

Cheers !